Wow… That is all I can really say. You have come so far. You still have a long way to go. You have been strong for so long and you must continue to do so. God does not give you anything you cannot handle. Please always remember that. You have to stay strong and be courageous. Life is not easy, it throws curve balls and you never know what is going to happen. I want you to always remember how special you are. I want you to remember how loved you are. I want you to always be yourself and never accept anything less. You are who you are and no one can or will ever compare to you. I know I am talking to myself, but sometimes you need a reminder. My hope is that you will see this one day while you are scrolling along and it will help you remember to keep your head above the water and fight to always achieve better than what you have. NEVER SETTLE. You have so much love to give. You have such a huge heart. You may not know this now, but you are going to be so successful, you feel like you are behind, you feel like you are a failure, you feel like you are 35, not 20. You have had to grow up quickly, its not a bad thing.. just remember at 23, JK Rowling was broke, Oprah was fired from being a news reporter, Walt Disney was filing Bankruptcy, and Tina Fey worked at the YMCA. It is ok to not be ok. It is ok to not have a plan or have everything figured out…. its called life, things happen for a reason and when life hands you lemons you throw them back at life and tell it, ” Oh HELL NO! Not today you don’t!” You are strong, Independent, and smart… you will get through this and you will come out on top.